Why It's Happening To me???

Be patient! Right now I really hate that word. O ya I hate that word. I can't be patient anymore, but why everybody keep telling me to be patient? I don't know what they're thinking. Don't they understand what i feel? I 'm dying here. This situation is killing me inside and I don't want to waste my time for waiting my own death. I don't even want to wait for another day. I don't want to stay here anymore. I am suffering here. I just wanna go, anywhere but here.

I don't know what have I done to her, but she is hating me now. And that make me down. I lay down on the floor right now and I don't know how to stand up. Don't they know that I am fragile?? I am fragile and my heart is just like a crystal. It's broken now. I don't know how to fix it........ God please help me...................

Enough!!! Enough is enough. I don't wanna hear them anymore, I am leaving. I am going!!! I am give up now, and I am going. I am sorry, I cant wait anymore. I am leaving...................
I don't wanna see her face anymore, no more. I don't wanna see that faces. Faces that hate me.

I hope that she will changed some day............ Cos' I still love her............. And it's make me sad.......... Why It's happening to me?????????????????????????????????????????????????